I resolved myself a couple of years ago, telling myself over and over, “Don’t be that guy.” Yes, I’m a girl, it’s just a saying, go with me. Before I made the leap from website tinkerer to legitimate web designer I went through a lot of really deep analysis of my talent, my skills, and my ambition. I put my foot down one day and decided that I would not be that “guy” that people talk about as the one who claims to be a designer but is really crap. Sure, there have been those times when I was still getting my footing that I put out some designs I was less proud of but there’s a difference between bad design a student puts out in the process of learning the craft and bad design a wannabe puts out in the process of finding fame, money, a shortcut to whatever.

We all know someone who is that lazy, get-rich-quick personality who wants everything to come easily. And I can see how it would be diffcult for a person like that to stand by while there are people making money designing websites. They get tense and uptight, thinking, “I could do that.” The web is full of people who think it’s enough to know a little code and a couple Photoshop tutorials and heck, let’s start charging people for a website. What I dealt with right from the start was taking care of that attitude in my world, making sure I would never take on that mindset.

You can’t buy design off the shelf from Adobe and you can’t learn it by playing around with it for a couple of weeks. ~ Andy Rutledge Design, if not about something bigger than I am, will never be something I can really be any good at. If I don’t make sure I’m continually learning (and even taking a learning attitude when teaching), I’ll never really be a true designer.

One of my favorite designers is Andy Rutledge and I quote him often, so if you’re a regular here you ought to know who he is. Heck, you should know anyway. A lot of what I’ve learned about design, and about myself as a designer has been from his stern coaching through his articles on design. He said something recently which inspired my note here today:

It is not a flattering characterization, but it’s damned accurate from my experience to observe that many Web designers are Web designers because they don’t enjoy working hard to be able to realize some measure of success. It does not take a great amount of acumen or effort to learn to use FrontPage or Dreamweaver or Fireworks or Photoshop with moderate skill and get paid for it. So armies of Web designers possessed of no understanding of design at all are born. Andy Rutledge, Painting a Better Landscape

It always humbles me some, to hear him talk about untrained designers. I covet his kind of training like nothing in this world. I’ve worked my tail off the past two years to complete my associate degree and it has afforded me so much outside of design, but I still have so much to learn. Andy talks about what some of those things are in his article but I know there are more than what he lists.

The thing many people need most today is humility. Humility is a funny thing. Without it you can’t learn because without humility one doesn’t believe there is anything there to learn. And at the same time, Humility is an ugly thing to look at from the home of its cousin Arrogance. My prayer each day as I begin my work, before I turn on the computer, is that I will be humble enough to recognize my limitations and be courageous in admitting those shortcomings just long enough that I can learn something amazing. Today’s lesson: design is completely separate from the computer.